At one time I loved you.
I still do.
You never loved me.
I would tell myself that.
I never really realized it until a friend told me.
Then it hit me.
It hit me hard.
I cried so many tears.
Those being left unseen to you.
I just locked myself in my room.
I didn't let anyone talk to me.
I didn't want anyone to talk to me.
I didn't want to talk.
I couldn't explain how hurt I felt.
To tell myself everyday,
I'm fat, I'm ugly, nobody likes me.
Then for you to say he doesn't like you.
I told you I was okay but I'm not.
I never will be.
I won't be okay.